Today and tomorrow

this morning
i felt so happy
energetic
supersonic

this afternoon
i felt like
failure
useless
hopeless
got no way to turn
got no shoulder to cry on

shouldn't i deserve it
shouldn't i have it
why
must i be that candle
i couldn't bear the flame anymore
burning my own self
nobody care
nobody realize it

i want nothing
i just want your love
your caress
your kindness
i keep bleeding
nobody sees
nobody wipe my tears
nobody understand me
i don't mind anymore
i know where i stand
i don't care what they do
i don't care what they say
but please don't bother me again
just leave me alone..alone!

tomorrow..nobody knows..it hurts so much